black Monday

arrr....frustrated, I feels sad because I was lost 400 pounds for gambling...it was terrible, that is my two weeks wages...feels wan to tearing, but not yet...2000 ringgit are gone...I am foolish, literally, I am foolish...gambling just like a evil will stack on you, but I'm still fortune because I will not addicted to gambling ever...I'm swear here...before I leave here, I would like to appreciated my parents, they give me a chance to change for my life...thanks God from my bottom heart...and the other things is I very curious why the Asian rather kidding people who is speak English not very well, the folks have the brave try something they never involved, and I think we should be keep encourage this spirit instead of look down on people who is poorer than you...I will think you are ridiculous if you are keep kidding...